This isn't a developed headmate, you don't have to commit yourself to accepting every stray thought as someone else's. It's okay to see stray thoughts as part of yourself or the mind
it's interesting for me to note that in the past two weeks, kaybee being around hasn't been too viscerally noticeable but i've had her in mind a lot more than before
I think there may be more excitement in the early stages causing those sensations, but I think you can bring those sensations back. I'm wondering if suggestion is a factor.
The following advice is loaded with suggestions. This is designed to get you to feel something, but now may not be the best time. I spoilered it out so you can read it when you're ready.
Focus on your body. No, I mean listen. Deeply. Between your heartbeat, aches, itches, touches, there's almost an energy. You can't quite explain it but it flows throughout your body. Listen to how that flow of energy tightens and relaxes as your lungs pump that energy like a machine. Pay attention to how it trickles into your arms, legs, your head. Focus on its warmth and its gentle tingling feeling.
Now, Kaybee can affect this energy. Perhaps... in your hand. Have Kaybee draw that energy in your body to your hand, it building up and disrupting the flow of energy. Now, have her release that concentrated energy. What a strange stensation, having all of that rush out and fill the rest of your body yet again?
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Table of Contents 1. Introduction 2. Explanation of a Tulpa 3. Different Types of Tulpas 4. Basic Creation of Tulpa 5. Creating a Summoned Tulpa 6. Finding a Natural Tulpa 7. Aiding the Creation of a Semi-Natural Tulpa 8. Active and Passive Forcing 9. Mindscapes/Wonderlands 10. Deviation 11. Inde...
